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Christmas Eve...

Well, that is what the calender says anyway.

May be I have learned my lesson at this point? I wanted to get away from the Christmas stress, the hassle of deciding who to be with x-mas eve and NOT step on any toes and last minute changes that breaks my heart - but I have to say it might still be worth it, to at least have SOME Christmas spirit... I feel a bit sad and "lonely" as I cant seem to find that spirit outside "my family traditions". I guess Im just a big baby inside - and that I "need" the normal :p

Anyway - I feel a bit better after having had my mom and dad on Skype and wishing them "GOD JUL" as we Norwegians call it! Love SKYPE!